____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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09:43
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
____Bad start to the week.
It's been really bad this week. Really bad. I suppose things could not get worse than this. And as I type, my friend Jianfeng came to bug me and spin my head, literally.
Sunday was bad because there was no football. I really miss playing and up till now, i have not had a chance to run around buzzing all over like a busy bee on the playing field/court.
I got reprimanded three times in a row within less than an hour during the conduct of the IPPT test on Monday. Not that I minded, I can take criticisms, just that they were really minor problems and I do not understand the fuss that was kicked up.
Tuesday was the worse. I suppose the cold turkey and withdrawal symptoms of not playing football have taken place. And somehow me and two other friends starting kicking the gym ball around. Never did it occur to me that I have been unlucky the past two days, no thought of any sort told me to stop. And we were so unlucky, the CSM walked in, caught us and gave us one extra duty each. So petty. So ridiculous.
We slog so hard to make the centre run smoothly the way it did and now because of something so minor, we were dealt a sucker punch.
Anyway, it is Wednesday now. Hope i do not get into something stupid for the rest of the day. I still have six hours or so today.
Currently feeling like: Roy Keane dealing a perfect tackle that wins the ball but instead, shown a yellow card by the referee.
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