____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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00:52
Sunday, March 07, 2004
____Wasting Time? Or Chilling Out?
Currently chilling out in camp with two of my friends. Earlier on, I was at home chilling out.
"CHilling Out" it is an overused phrase. What exactly does it mean? I do not know. But wat I do noe is that it is a very useful phrase to describe my weekends. Chill Out.
I just sit and rot my weekends away week in week out and wait. Wait for the next chance to play football again. Just so happen that I am just informed that weekend football is cancelled. Think I should start looking around for more football kakis. My usual football kakis have all lost it. Lost the passion. And the numbers attending Sunday football is depleting.
Returning to the point about chilling out, it is often viewed as a positive kind of activity. Relax, listen to music, enjoy refreshments... Thoughts and images of leisure and pampering oneself comes to mind.
However, for someone at my age, time does not allow for me to sit and slack. Most of my peers that i know do the same "chilling out". I do think that time can be better spent elsewhere upgrading and edifying oneself. I think I should find something other than football to spend my time in. At least, in the process of not playing football, i stand to gain some knowledge and life experiences. Thus, "Chilling Out" to me, is a form of time wasting so I tend to look down on people, especially those of my age group, when they mention they enjoy "chilling out on a sunday evening".
Leaving the topic on "Chilling Out", I want to note here that my brother scored 4As and GPA2 for his A levels! So proud of him!
Currently feeling like: Cristiano Ronaldo (Man Utd) waiting to leave the substitutes bench.
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