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____The Monster

The monster looms closer and closer, eating up the days and hours. Its thrashing can be heard from since a few weeks ago, threathening to flatten any impending obstacles. I ran. But it is faster. I could clearly smell its stinking breath of rot and decay. There is no running from it. Soon, it will enlarge its horrendous gap and swallow me whole. And I will be pushed down the gullet, into another new environment within its stomach - NTU.

Such is the feeling of mine now. ORD IS round the corner. It will engulf me whole before I know it. Ahead is such an uncertainty that I begin to question - "Am I looking forward? Or am I dreading the day that I leave the organisation?"

"Will I be able to cope?"

"Will I still enjoy football?"

"Will I enjoy the company of the new people around me?"

While the above are some questions that will be solved when the time comes, the most curious question will be..

"Am I the only one having doubts about ORD?"

It seems like those whose ORD are near will only start questioning. While the rest would be envious, jealous, and pass remarks like "I'm gonna ***** you when you ORD" - threathening a "celebration" on the victim's last day of service.

Oh well, just have to be more wary when these people are around. In the meantime, better enjoy my last few days of football with my fellow campmates.

Currently Feeling Like: Dennis Bergkamp (Arsenal) at the end of his contract and not knowing what to expect next.

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