____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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00:22
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
____I'm missin' ya'll... 想回到过去...
Was feeling down the other day. It has got something to do with a quiz, but I'm over it. I hope. It just means that I am not good enough. Yet it is not a sign to give up. Brian said once to regroup and strike again. I will be looking for my chance.
Back to the sickening feeling I mentioned few entries back. All I want to say is that it has sort of diminished. Thankfully. The next time it comes, I will just treat it the way that I've treated it. Let nature take its own course and all bad things will pass.
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I am kind of missing my campmates, the football kakis that accompanied me through boredom during which I was at Bedok. Wilson, you hear me? EPL's started but Man Utd ain't doing well. Let's gather at your place again and cheer for our team. And jeer stupid Chelsea. I miss your Playstation2-SCVcableTV-unlimited Internet access-sofa-airconditioning-ceiling fan-plus balcony, that over looks the lonely street-third floor-double room. Let's play "winning" overnight again. Oh... Not to mention the occasional drinks and snacks that your maid brings up. Man, I just like your house.
I wonder if you all have noticed the beauty of the camp at around 1730 - 1830. I wonder even more whether you missed the scenery. The view from the grandstand of the stadium. The magnificent odd eagle that soars way above the canopy of the trees. The trees that sway harmoniously with the calming breeze. The soothing whisper of the trees when the leaves rustle. The silhouette of the clouds against the backdrop of the pinkish sky as the sun begins to set. The warmth of the ray of sunlight that trickles on all of our bare shoulders. It was so poetic.
Did you all notice it? Did you all sit back and pull yourselves away from the conducting of the test?
Or was MSG Eng's voice all you hear?
I miss the time when all of us kept stores together.
I miss the kickabouts we had under the evening sky...
Currently Feeling Like: Beckham (Real Madrid) missing Man Utd.
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