up from my brain is where I bleed...
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Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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Archives
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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[Sheng Wei] [Wenkeat] [Jingying] [Yoshiki]
[Steven] [Tillerman] [Stickgal] [Link]
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[Runnersworld]
[Saucony]
[Gaze]
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[Chuiying] [Junming] [Wilson] [Kailin]
[Raymond] [Jack] [Yiyang] [Junjie]
[Sheng Wei] [Wenkeat] [Jingying] [Yoshiki]
[Steven] [Tillerman] [Stickgal] [Link]
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[Soccernet]
[Soccerclips]
[Runnersworld]
[Saucony]
[Gaze]
[RHCP]
[Yoshiki]
[Hide]
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15:26
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Saturday, August 14, 2004
____Losing it...
Ok. I am a PTI.
A PTI is fit.
A PTI can swim.
A PTI is a physiotherapist.
A PTI is a friend.
A PTI is an instructor.
A PTI is capable of conducting fitness tests.
A PTI conducts gym lessons.
A PTI can clear SOC in full battle order.
A PTI is a doctor.
A PTI endures and excels.
A PTI is a white devil.
A PTI is paid to idle.
It seems that a PTI is everything.
"PTI!!! My leg injured!! What training should I do?"
"PTI!!! How does this gym machine work?!"
"PTI leh... How can you be exhausted?!"
"PTI leh... You think PTI cannot run?!"
Ok. Correction. I was a PTI. I was fit. I was in the AHM team. I was able to clear SOC in FBO. I was able to do amazing stuff. But I was. I am unable to carry the name of a PTI anymore. Not that I cannot. I just don't like being reminded that I was. Seeing everything slowly but steadily slip away from you is not the best thing to observe.
Ever since school started, I have not clock a single mileage of running. Back then, it was 50 km per week. Week in week out. Ever since school started, I have not stepped into a gym. Back then, I was in the gym everyday. Day in day out.
I have not been sleeping correctly too. Rushing tutorials late into the night then waking up early to attend lessons has a horrific effect on how I feel. I am tired most of the time. And in the weekends, I can sleep until 12 noon, like what I did today.
For a long time after ORD, I weighed myself on my mum's new Osim weighing scale. 60.9kg. Gawd, have I lost weight. Lost mass. Muscle mass. Looks like I will never hit Paul Scholes' weight. Okay. Maybe I am dreaming, but I want to get heavier so that I won't get pushed around so much when playing football.
IPPT window has opened. It is time to get my ass off the comfy chair to get some running mileage. The gym is beckoning too. So is the urge to play football....
Currently Feeling Like: Solskjaer (Man Utd) being sidelined for too long. Much too long.
A PTI is fit.
A PTI can swim.
A PTI is a physiotherapist.
A PTI is a friend.
A PTI is an instructor.
A PTI is capable of conducting fitness tests.
A PTI conducts gym lessons.
A PTI can clear SOC in full battle order.
A PTI is a doctor.
A PTI endures and excels.
A PTI is a white devil.
A PTI is paid to idle.
It seems that a PTI is everything.
"PTI!!! My leg injured!! What training should I do?"
"PTI!!! How does this gym machine work?!"
"PTI leh... How can you be exhausted?!"
"PTI leh... You think PTI cannot run?!"
Ok. Correction. I was a PTI. I was fit. I was in the AHM team. I was able to clear SOC in FBO. I was able to do amazing stuff. But I was. I am unable to carry the name of a PTI anymore. Not that I cannot. I just don't like being reminded that I was. Seeing everything slowly but steadily slip away from you is not the best thing to observe.
Ever since school started, I have not clock a single mileage of running. Back then, it was 50 km per week. Week in week out. Ever since school started, I have not stepped into a gym. Back then, I was in the gym everyday. Day in day out.
I have not been sleeping correctly too. Rushing tutorials late into the night then waking up early to attend lessons has a horrific effect on how I feel. I am tired most of the time. And in the weekends, I can sleep until 12 noon, like what I did today.
For a long time after ORD, I weighed myself on my mum's new Osim weighing scale. 60.9kg. Gawd, have I lost weight. Lost mass. Muscle mass. Looks like I will never hit Paul Scholes' weight. Okay. Maybe I am dreaming, but I want to get heavier so that I won't get pushed around so much when playing football.
IPPT window has opened. It is time to get my ass off the comfy chair to get some running mileage. The gym is beckoning too. So is the urge to play football....
Currently Feeling Like: Solskjaer (Man Utd) being sidelined for too long. Much too long.
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