____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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17:30
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
____Failure
In a space of less than a week, hat-trick hero - Wayne Rooney was brought tumbling back all the way to humble Earth. In a space of less than a week, the whole world of truths and facts struck right into me at a velocity greater than the speed of light.
Fact number 1. The examinations are around the corner and I'm studying hard. Correction - I'm trying hard to study. Studying is not my forte. And I hate the way I cannot absorb stuff.
Fact number 2. People say I am fast. I am not. Not that I would not like to say I am fast. I just hate it when I cannot live up to peoples' expectations.
Fact number 3. I totally let myself down last Saturday during the football friendly against Hall 7. I cannot stand it when I see better players than me. I hate it when I don't play to my expectations.
Fact number 4. I cannot help being distracted by tons of things like MSN, blogging. surfing the net, and primarily football, when I want to get down to doing work.
Fact number 5. I'm sleepy all the time.
Fact number 6. Examinations are around the corner and I'm grumbling about it here.
I am not superman. I am tired. Wayne Rooney is not superman. He gets injured too. He is not everything to a team. Sometimes he will be brought back down to Earth. But he is far happier than me, at least from my point of view. I hate watching EPL's young stars. I hate they way they enjoy doing things I like and getting paid so much for it.
Currently Feeling Like: Wayne Rooney (Man Utd). Except I'm not Wayne Rooney.
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