____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
____F.O.R.E.V.E.R
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15:42
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
____Oh Look What You've Done...
You've deleted Winning Eleven 7 from your computer. Well done! One of the important decisions to get it out of my head so that I can spend more time studying (hopefully).
Mingjun came over last night, had a pretty pleasant dinner of McDonald's. Not that motorbike-mashed Big Macs were delicious, but it is really nice to have something different. Someone to bring dinner to your room, to your doorstep. Sometimes we just need to be treated like kings and queens. Nice having a friend over from NUS for a visit too. At least, better than wasting brain-power figuring out whether to go Canteen1, or 2, or 5...
I decided also to take a break from football. Coming Sunday will be my last in awhile. Sounds incredible, but I am getting sick of it - not enjoying it as much as before. Especially after the last few times I have played, I haven't been performing well.
Another reason is that my back is still hurting from the "garang guni" crap. Lifting too much load with my back. Yeah, I am conscious of damaging my back when lifting loads, but at that point of time, I suppose I was just too tired to take note of my posture. Regretting is too late, now even when I trip while walking or kick into something, my back acts up badly. I need a break for a while. Anyway, this break will coincide with the exams, so I don't think this will be much of a miss.
Liang Jingru is coming to NTU to perform. When I learnt of this information, I was overjoyed but the joy eroded as quickly as it surfaced. The performance is when examination period is near. No way am I sacrificing my future for someone who isn't part of my life. Though I must admit that I really like her image - squeaky-clean and girl-next-door. There will be other chances I suppose.
Programming is very fulfilling after seeing your baby, which you've spent hours on, finally working...
Currently Feeling Like: Eric Cantona (ex Man Utd) quitting football.
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