____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
____F.O.R.E.V.E.R
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
____I Give Up...
I don't want to be a hypocrite.
I try not to be a hypocrite.
I don't want to be shallow.
I try to be diplomatic.
I learn to listen.
I am patient, am I not?
I try to give in.
I am open to ideas.
I try not to impose mine upon others.
I try not to hurt others.
When I do, I feel remorse.
Yet, somehow, people aren't doing the same.
Why?
Am I not giving enough?
Why do people keep pointing the finger others?
Why do people judge by what they see?
Why do some people always take but never give?
Why are people still so shallow?
Why are some people so critical of others?
I hate the way people say one thing but their actions prove otherwise.
I hate the hypocrites.
I give up on humankind. No one shows the respect for anyone else anymore.
It is a bloody flawed society.
I cannot find permanent consolation anywhere in the world anymore.
Everytime somebody gives me a reason to relive my confidence for humankind, someone else just comes along and prove otherwise again.
At this rate, we can all extinct as soon as possible. Stop worrying about the ozone hole. Forget about depleting the Earth's resources. Why bother about Osama bin Laden?
It is not worth the effort for the sake of man's survival.
Somebody please release all of the Earth's nuclear power and wipe us all from the face of this planet. I've had enough.
If you disagree, come along and try giving me permanent consolation.
But I assure you, that to me, all of it is just false hope...
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