____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
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Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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21:42
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
____Tired
One day of slogging out took practically all the fight away from me. I'm so dead tired now. I slept 4 hours the night before. I've been awake for the past 12 hours. I've walked rounds and rounds around the school. I've rushed back and forth from school to hall. I've run into so many people and kept asking for their help. Did I say I was dead tired? I am still.
I've got 2 quizzes tomorrow. Luckily I've started studying for physics early. But as for chemistry, I'm deeply regretful. I have to admit I've neglected it. Yes, it is a repeat subject. But that doesn't mean I want to repeat it again.
I've got many things at the back of my head. I want to sleep. I want to study. Etoile - my hall's culture night (or something) is going on. So damn noisy.
I'm so in need of a drug. I so badly want to play football. I can't. The situation is totally hopeless. My back still hurts. It's taking all my fight away. I want to lash out at so many people. But then they are the people I care for. Sorry if I've lashed out.
I want everything back. I want my sanity back.
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