____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
____F.O.R.E.V.E.R
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
____Rusty Nail - X Japan
Okay, just to pacify my regular readers (if there are any), it's about time I put in another entry as someone mentioned mine is not a "daily" type of blog. I couldn't agree more. Besides, blogs are like producing an album, quality products must have some quality input.
Anyways, I had a conversation with someone whom I barely know late into last night. I realised everyone has their darkest secrets - sides to us that may cause others to change their impressions of us (for the worse in this case). Sometimes, these secrets come back to haunt us. But it is good to know that we possess them as they are the little things that make US uniquely US.
Well, this person told me stuff that shocked me and I suppose it took a lot of courage to confess. Yet while it's pretty common in the society nowadays, it still comes across with a jolt as I never thought it could happen so close around me. Nevertheless, my conclusion is that since you've already identified the mistakes, might as well correct them and move on. And never commit them again. This, I hope would be able to help you come to terms with yourself.
As for the others' impression of you? Don't give it a damn. You are who you are and it will always be up to others to accept you as a unique person.
All said, I don't know if the above could apply to me. But rest assured, the search for inner peace and sanity will never cease till the day I cease to breathe...
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Other things to note -
Wilson introduced me to X Japan - some kind of Japanese rock group. Pretty decent music.
This evening is my hall family outing. I decided to give it a miss. Do I owe the rest of the guys a reason? I don't know about that. But I told Junming before not to force yourself to do something you do not want to do. Any reason will be deemed an excuse anyway, so do I still owe the rest a reason? I don't think so.
Tonight is Champions League Final. Go Milan! Time to show what you're all really capable of and wake the disillusioned Liverpool fans up from their daydream. (Nothing against Liverpool fans nor the club. But sometimes, I think they're a little disillusioned.. just a little...)
Tomorrow will be going to NUS for football. 8 v 8! How exciting! I just can't wait for everything to happen!!!
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