____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
____F.O.R.E.V.E.R
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01:23
Sunday, September 04, 2005
____I Just Wanted My Dinner...
There's something wrong with me lately. I get pissed easily now. But I find legitimate reasons for being so.
Disney BBQ was much of a success if not for some people who couldn't make it. The only qualms I had was people passing snide remarks about how the fire isn't started by the time they arrived. Come on, it's raining, and the pit is wet. The weather is cold and by the way, you all weren't helping.
Haven't had a decent dinners for a long time too. School ended late on Thursday, Siqiang and I had to packet Macs from Canteen A. Friday was BBQ. Planned to have a decent dinner soon. But everything spoiled do to some inconsideration. In my disgust, I had to pack Macs again. Basically my week ended on a poor note.
Had a decent conversation with Siqiang though with regard to Christianity and religion. Wasn't very comfortable with over-zealous Christians in the past. I suppose they are the ones giving Christianity such a poor image. But in this conversation I wasn't persuaded by Siqiang to join them. I was rather more interested in knowing how a religion helps a person in terms of his well being and psychological stability. Siqiang shared some of his examples of how a religion helps him in coping with various situations and conflicts within himself - quite insightful.
Maybe I should pick up a religion. I've always maintained that football is my religion, but now after being out for so long and feeling rather lost at times, religion might get me somewhere. Or maybe I might even find the answer to "What is the meaning of life?".
But don't get me wrong and start pounding on my door, telling me about what your religions can do. It's just a consideration...
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