____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
____F.O.R.E.V.E.R
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11:33
Sunday, June 04, 2006
____I Like Running, Don't You?
Looks like I like running metaphorically...
Don't know why I keep turning to the football. Is it because it listens to me better? God knows why the hell I ended up training with the soccer IVPs last Thursday... Damn they are good. They really put me in my place when it comes to reading the game, positioning, passing and a whole lot of other aspects. But of course, the dribbling session comes easily to me. Don't ask me why.
It's Sunday today and I rejected offers to play football with the Serangoon gang. I already had a game yesterday at NUS with ex-campmates and their friends. We started playing at around 4pm and ended at 7 plus. Of course there were breaks in between when we lost to the teams. In fact, I think we lost almost all our games. Cannot blame though, my team weren't seasoned footballers. And one man (me, hahaha) alone can't do much. Nevertheless, it was fun meeting up with EK and Weng again. It's nice to be around the intellectuals for a change. Bloody hell, nobody cap score consistently 4-point-something one lah...
Speaking of results, mine will be out in a couple of days. Now I'm really feeling the nervousness. I really fear for my final paper. I think I really did quite badly for it. And the chances of failing is high. Damn sad. Shouldn't have been that way. Just a little distractions that fateful fortnight, and it may just cost me one module. Sigh... I'm just too weak... Weak in the mind. Weak in discipline. Weak in making decisions. Weak in committing.
HAHAHA! It's raining now. Luckily I didn't go Serangoon to play football. Or else will have to cycle home in the rain again. Not that I minded actually. Sometimes it's nice to feel the wrath of the weather. To feel minute all over again. To feel small. To realise that somethings are beyond my control. To use this fact, console myself and say that sometimes I'm just unlucky. But cleaning up the bicycle is a chore.
Yup, I like running. Fast or slow doesn't really matter. Pace can be altered to suit the needs of the training session or the people you run with. Alone or with people doesn't matter too. Alone gives you some peace and tranquility. With buddies gives a sense of belonging and feeling of existence. I rarely run nowadays. But I plan to do a little tonight when I return to hall. Most of all, I like running......... metaphorically.
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