____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.
up from my brain is where I bleed...
____F.I.N.D.I.N.G
Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
____M.Y.S.E.L.F
My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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02:24
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
____I Try
Results are out today. Naturally there will be some peopl disappointed. Naturally there are those who aren't in the best of moods. There are those who are desperately in need for a run. I know sometimes things don't go too well. But there's always a run to turn to.
My results are okay. I'm glad I didn't fail anything. Surprisingly, I scored a B for the last paper. Beats me too. No idea what the hell happened. Slight improvement from the previous semester. But the improvement is too slow. I need drastic improvements to get my chances of 2nd class upper honours higher!! Okay, I'm greedy. But who isn't?
I just realised I jumped into this post without a topic to talk about. So maybe this could be one of those entries I'm going to find shitty in 10 years time. But I'm too bored now. Just felt a need to write down some principles I try to adhere to.
1. Studies/Career. For now it's the studies. I've been trying close to my best. I know I can do a lot better. Can't wait for the chance of another exam.
2. All roundedness. Yep. If the olden scholars/princes of China can do it, I don't see why I can't. Drawing bamboo, playing music, writing poetry, martial arts, studying, running the state. I'll be hugely glad to be able to do well in my studies/career, football, and playing amethyst on the piano.
3. To be nice. I know. I know. Nice people lose. All the time. But I try lah. No point being blunt sometimes and then hurt others' feelings. Of course, sometimes certain things people do to you are hard to take but I believe by swallowing it down, taking a step back, and understand that he/she is such a person, you can be able to tolerate the things he/she do better.
4. Spend time with my family. They are damn busy lah. I'm not good with words. And I don't know how to treat them. But I try to be home for dinner during weekends.
5. Spend time with friends. Not all friends. Just those who need me and I need them. Those that I can yell my lungs out to. Those whom I don't mind listening to their yells. Those that have a tad interest in my interests.
Note the above are not in priority. Just that I happen to think of the first ones first. Yeah, I'm trying.
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