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up from my brain is where I bleed...
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Searching
Refective
Enigmatic
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My life spins outta control without football.
Currently in search for inner peace.
Finding myself furthur and furthur away from it..
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01:42
Sunday, August 06, 2006
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Okay, just a quick one before I head for the bed.
Hmm. Think my family is like some rich family that is always shown on the television. No, don't get me wrong. My family isn't rich. Well, I used to love to think that my family is rich. But I don't think so now.
So why do I feel like my family is like those rich families that gets shown on TV? Well, maybe because we have a family business - everyone's business becomes everyone else's. Like how I will care for how my younger cousins are doing in their studies. Like how my uncles bother us so much about our work. Even when my brother is going to do medicine in NUS, there's a lot of concern about whether there's enough money to tide him through this period of education.
Yup. My family is like those big rich families you see in TV. I just realised how lucky I am to have all my financial needs taken care of (even when I'm already 23). I just hope that my brothers know how much money have been invested into their education - even more than mine. Haha. Yeah, I know I cocked up somewhere during my entire education period, that's why not so much effort is put into me.
That said, a new group of people have just started a new phase in their education - the university life. My doc-to-be-bro is one of those. And my hall has a brand new batch of freshies for me to play with. Somehow, I can't wait for IBG soccer to start.
I'll leave with this thing that's bugging me. Ever wondered why some people just leave a smile with you? They just bring this infectious happiness with them wherever they go. Naturally people like to be with them. But somehow, I felt a little reluctant going back for ghost walk the other night. Strange.
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