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A random thought jus popped by my mind and somehow, I wish I weren't that much of a pacy winger. A pacy winger's mortality is low. Just look at Giggs. He's a slowpoke. SLOWWWW. I used to feel excited to see him with the ball, but now I just yawn. Hahaha...

I should be a midfield maestro. Something like Zidane. One who uses his brains and skills to win games, not pace. I must learn not to rely so much on my pace, else I will realise that when the younger ones are faster than me, I would have nothing in my armoury to beat them. I can't imagine the day when I hang up my boots. I think it will be very sad and I wouldn't have incentive to keep fit anymore. I want longevity in the game!
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So we have all heard about this player, that player being unsettled. It generally means that there is a lot of speculation as to the future of the player and that he might have to leave his current club.

I never knew what being unsettled felt like. I always thought that speculation is all about the media and that all the player has to do is to get on with the game - keep playing well. Yet "unsettled" is what I am feeling now. I have handed in my IA report, completed my logbook, IA assessment has been done, so now I go to work just thinking about the next step.

Somehow, I am unable to focus on the projects at the workplace now and it is bugging me. When there is no motivation, the working environment get freakingly boring. And that is a good thing. I hope it is the uncertainty of the near future that is bothering me and not the fact that work is getting tough and boring. Just imagine getting bored with work after only 5 months! If 5 months of work is boring, then the next 40 years or so would be hell, and I really want to think that it is the uncertainty that is getting to me.

Being unsettled is bad for efficiency. In future, I must remind myself that questions with regard to the immediate future must be made decisively, or else lots of precious time is lost.

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