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So, you are back, checking out the latest entry from me. You have probably wondered what made you came back, what made you pop by to read some nonsensical crap from me. Don't ask me why, because sometimes, I really wonder why I keep coming back to write stuff too.

Maybe this place has become an emotional obligation. Maybe it's the only place where I can write what I want to say - write things that I otherwise am unable to share with people around me. Most times, it is not because the topics are of such sensitivity such that I cannot share it. Instead, more often than not, it could be because I don't really have anyone to share what I think and what I've been through.

You might have also noticed that this entry has been long overdue considering my consistency in updating this space. In a way, I was trying to see how long I could keep myself away from writing. Also, I do identify that I am running out of topics - maybe I am really becoming a zombie, a robot, or whatever you want to call it. Lastly, possibly a small percent, was because I wanted to see if anyone feedback to say that this place need updating. Childish, yeah, whatever...

In the midst of my blogging hiatus, I had a dream. A nightmare rather, that someone hacked into this account and posted a nasty entry about how my entries lack depth. How my life revolves around nothing but football. How my tendency to write things related to football. The exact words used were, of course, a blur. Yet the feelings I had from the nightmare was vivid. Some anger, but mostly embarrassment. Angry as one would expect because someone hacked into this place. Embarrassment because someone had actually mentioned all my shortcomings and posted them online and have everyone read about it.

In any case, it is still just a dream. Yet, I can't help thinking about it because it basically addresses some of the problems I have to deal with and yet, not putting in any effort in trying to solve them.

That's about it. Hopefully this entry buys me a little time before I come up with another "brilliant" entry. To be truthful, I'm thinking of writing one (or more) of the following -

- "Christmas Wishlist" (10 items for xmas)

- "Football World XI" (Best footballers to form a team - in my opinion of course)

- "The Ultimate Footballer" (Traits taken off legends to form an ultimate footballer)

- "X Japan Most List" (most insane, most corny, nicest solo...)

- "AD2006 - It's A Wrap" (one that I most probably will be writing)
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Now, just in case anyone wants to know.
-IA has officially ended, though I am still settling some stuff, sort of like a wrap up.

-IHG soccer starts on Thursday, somehow, I don't think this team is well-prepared (or even slightly prepared for that matter).

-I'm thinking of what to do besides football this hols.

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