____T.H.E. .P.A.S.S.

17th June Sunday - Suffered knock on my calf during the final few minutes of the FECA match. Damn pain. Difficulty walking that night.

18th June Monday - Woke up early feeling sore. Met the fellas at Sentosa. Played ultimate frisbee, captain's ball, beach football. No rest.

22nd June Friday - Went for a 5km run with brother at 0030 hrs. Still feeling sore. Completed run strongly. Tried to stretch the sore calf.

22nd June Friday - Went back to NTU for football with the guys. At one point, tried to accelerated but sharp pain in calf disallowed this movement.

25th June Mondey - Back at Sentosa again. Played ultimate frisbee, captain's ball and touch rugby. The calf muscle feels very damaged. At one point tried to jump to catch frisbee. Sharp pain.

28th June Thursday - Soreness is still there. Restricted range of motion. Tender upon touch. Pain extend to lower calf (gastrocnemius to soleus). Noticed a slight swell. Deep tissue knots. Scarred tissue.

Damn pain lah. The reconstruction of the muscle must be hindered due to the amount of activity following the injury. Any toe-off is painful now. What I fear most is that it may lead to a complication whereby the muscle reconstructs around the bone. This will cause performance problems in the future.

But now, my mind is on IPPT. And most probably the stations that I'm going to suffer in will be the broad jump and shuttle run where explosive power is required. Hopefully the tissue heals faster and by next week I can start getting some training. Also, need to apply deep muscle massage to get rid of the scarred tissue.

This is the worst dead leg ever suffered.

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01:50
Tuesday, June 26, 2007

____I Know Now..

That what it means to be in some situations where the stars are there for me to see but are not for me to keep.

I'm happy now as I have been clueless before. Relieved that the burden is gone.

I only happened to be there - wrong place right time - as someone who could listen. As a friend that can be relied upon to deliver expectations. As a friend who could help one out during tough times.

Maybe, as a friend I can ask too much from others and I know that. But the conclusion?

Sometimes, the stars are there for me to see but are not for me to keep, simply because it applies to everyone else...

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14:42
Wednesday, June 20, 2007

____Robin's Select

Finally I have decided on my world's starting eleven. I have watched and admired many players since I started watching football and these eleven are the best in the history (from the time I started watching) of world football. These is, of course, room for debate over the selection of certain players but as this post is titled, "Robin's Select", speaks for itself - my dream team of the world. Noticeable exclusions include the greatest stars before my time such as Pele, Maradona, Cryuff, Best and many more, but the eleven mentioned will no doubt trigger some nostalgia and images of them in full flight - certainly the best.

Formation chosen is the 3-4-3. Reason not only due to the fact that there aren't many really outstanding defenders in my time, but also due to the fact that everybody loves an attacking team. So here goes. (Clubs stated reflects the era in which the players provide their most inspired performances)

Goalkeeper - Peter Schmeichel (Denmark/Manchester United)
This man is seemingly impossible to beat in a one-on-one situation. He opens his arms wide, palms large like that of a gorilla's and most strikers would find it hard to see the goal. His size masks his agility. And I cannot count the number of "double saves" he has made whilst playing for Manchester United. I also like the way he commands the defence - a very vital quality in a top class keeper. And because of these reasons, he beats other honourable mentions such as Gianluigi Buffon, Petr Cech and Iker Casillas to the "No. 1" jersey.

Leftback - Paolo Maldini (Italy/ AC Milan)
A legendary leftback. Whilst recent times remind us of his lack of pace. This rightfooted leftback used to tear down the left side of the field and score some amazing goals. However, it is his ability to win the ball back for the team while executing the sliding tackle is attribute that caught my eye. His technique in the sliding tackle is superb. Most times, defenders tackle their opponents to put the ball out of play, but Maldini slides in to win the ball back, keeping the ball at his feet. Coupled with his longevity in the game, nobody else comes close. Not even Roberto Carlos.

Centreback - Alessandro Nesta (Italy/ AC Milan)
This classy defender is fast and reads the game well. Probably the most likely player to lose his spot in this team as there are many defenders able to do what he does. However, as an Italian Catenaccio admirer, I tend to favour Italian defenders. Keeps things simple and is not prone to high profile mistakes. Tackles well too. And very mobile. Honourable mentions include Marcel Desailly, Fernando Hierro.

Rightback - Fabio Cannavaro (Italy/ Juventus)
Not one to be remembered for his club career but he is still a World Cup winning captain. No nonsense defender. Great concentration. Small but fast. Tends to be a little risky with his rough challenges. But nontheless a great defender for his size. Close rivals for this spot include Gianluca Zambrotta and Lilian Thuram.

Defensive Midfielder - Roy Keane (Ireland/ Manchester United)
One of the last few tough defensive midfielders. Does the simple things well. Disrupts the opponents' attacks. In his prime, he is the driving force of the team. Constantly urging and fighting, he never gives up. Recent times have brought the emergence of the flair-type defensive midfielders such as Andrea Pirlo and Xabi Alonso. However, I favour the ability to win the ball and disrupt play in defensive midfielders. Coupled with Roy Keane's box to box engine, this World XI is a Rolls-Royce in motion.

Left Winger - Ryan Giggs (Wales/ Manchester United)
In his prime, Giggs blazes past defenders. Possesses a keen eye for the final pass. Best known to run with the ball at a speed faster than just about any defender. His crossing ability remains a doubt but his improvisation remains a very underrated ability. Scores wonder goals. My favourite winger of all time.

Centre Midfielder - Zinedine Zidane (France/ Real Madrid)
If Pele is the best player in history and Diego Maradona is second, Zidane is third. The first player to make it to this list. Amazing control. Superb technique. Great passing ability. Zidane remains the player I would continue to search on Youtube for his fluid movement. He is like water controlling the ball - sure, strong and sublime. A World Cup winner. A Champions League winner several times. Scored an unforgettable volley against Bayer Leverkusen in 1 particular CL final - technique at its best.

Right Winger - Ronaldinho (Brazil/ Barcelona)
The clown on the field. Treats tricks for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Frustrates the hell out of defenders. Explosive. Superb control. Does the most difficult with remarkable ease. Not an out-and-out right midfielder but his control and awareness is an asset that can allow him to play anywhere in the final third of the field. Very direct and chooses the shortest path to goal. Simply selected due to his ability to carve something out of nothing. Beats David Beckham and Luis Figo for his spot in the team.

Attacking Midfielder - Kaka (Brazil/ AC Milan)
A debatable selection considering his relatively young career. Very fast. Very dangerous from long range. Keen eye for the final pass. His most underrated asset is to tire out the opponents' defence with his off the ball running. His fantastic movement and decoy runs make him extremely difficult to track and also opens up the defence for his teammates to exploit. A world-beater sooner than later.

Forward - Thierry Henry (France/ Arsenal)
Another player with amazing pace and movement. Makes scoring simple goals look simpler than ever. A player I like due to his movement and willingness to play the short pass instead of the long one. A debatable selection too as this team needs a more direct striker that can stick the ball into the net. He beats Ruud van Nistelrooy and Andriy Shevchenko because of his superior movement.

Forward - Ronaldo (Brazil/ Barcelona)
El Phenomenon. Ronaldo remains the most enigmatic player of modern football. His finishing is undoubtedly the best in the business. Yet, to some extent, he has failed to live up to his enormous potential. In his prime, nothing stops him except a goal - one of the few players capable of picking up the loose ball in midfield and going on a explosive burst all the way to score. Ronaldo at his best is just scary.

I know there are other players such as Francesco Totti, Steven Gerrard, Roberto Baggio, Gianfranco Zola, Rivaldo, Gabriel Batistuta and Alan Shearer that deserve some mentioning. Drop me their names and reasons in my tagboard and help me reminisce these great footballers' best performances.

That's all for now. Presenting to you again... Robin's Select.

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01:50
Monday, June 11, 2007

____Updates and Results

Results are out, the 2 C+'s stuck out like a couple of sore thumbs. Other than that, I did pretty much as expected for the other papers. I got asked about my "re" again just now. I think he is probably being concerned about whether I'm going to achieve my second upper. I am probably not, but that's not the end of course. There are more things than just the results, although a second upper would look really nice.

Will still be looking forward to working hard too. Sure mathematically the upper is a distant target already, but hopefully working hard sets the tone for how I want to treat my future career and life. True sometimes, the work I do go unrecognised. Sometimes, I find myself feeling low and demoralised when others do better. But unlike the time during JC, I will not give up that easily now. I should target an A for FYP - which would show that I will be able to cope with projects and constant work. Should also target around 2 to 3 As for final year too - as how CCY fared during his.

Aloy returned from Europe and we gathered at his place for a meet up. Nice to see everyone still. I never know as maybe the chances of meeting this group of friends will be low in the near future as my place is hall is still not confirmed. Which is a very sad thing, considering I have already spent 3 quarters of my undergraduate years having a certain level of freedom as well as being able to play in a team. But what is most important is being able to walk into any neighbour's room and being welcomed for a little chat/joke or simply just playing with mao mao...

Just played a tough game against the team that we won 4-0 against the last time round. That time, I was my team's MOM. But today, I kind of lost the plot and failed to read the game as expected. FECA rode their luck after going ahead twice in the first half only for the opponents to equalise twice. But after we secured our third goal, we set up a very defiant defence against them and eventually saw out the game winning 3-2.

Wasn't really playing at my best. The opponents closed me down too quickly, and I had no time to pass the ball around. Also physically, I was unable to match the big man from the west. But for the first time, I felt the team fought for each other to make sure we secure this vital win. Well done again FECA.

Damn I'm already missing hall...

No no... not hall... hall life...

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